Always Wrong

Yesterday burned away like a candle
We were left in the dark
Thought we’d find a way to make this work
No time to delay these words, oh, it’s so overdue
Drawing matches just to find out
Who will be the first to speak
I don’t know if we’ve been thinking
But out of sight, we can’t stop sinking
Maybe I can’t keep you here just long enough
From my apartment in the city
To the porch outside my house
I keep thinking a change of scenery
Would get you out of my head
But I’m wrong, I’m always wrong
I just needed you to tell me
That I won’t find someone else
'Til I get over you, get over
Got away from a vision I saw, a new one in your eyes
Already told you once I’m yours to take
Tried to think back on the nights I lost myself to you
Long drive and I still feel so close, so close to you
If you can cut me open, see me from the inside out
You might understand why I don’t wanna say it
I am not the last resilience
From my apartment in the city
To the porch outside my house
I keep thinking a change of scenery
Would get you out of my head
But I’m wrong, I’m always wrong
I just needed you to tell me
That I won’t find someone else
'Til I get over
You and I, we had a way of twisting words to make them hurt
I never meant to push you to the break
But the distance, the pullouts, and terrors at the seams
Never even blinked, but more so even me
I don’t think I will ever be over you