A Testament

This is a testament
to the ones that have made me see
that this world is a place of deception.
This memory stays
My eyes are stained by the choices I made.
This memory stays
I try to wash 'em out because the sight sickens me to the bone
This burden becomes me
It’s pulling me down to the depths
this burden becomes me
but the blame and the guilt, they belong to you
Did you believe that there was nothing left
Just turn your head when I know, so foolishly
the person that you used to know was me
Did you believe that there’s nothing left
Just turn your head when I know, so foolishly
the person that you used to know was me
I bow to you
I kneel in your shade
I am right here
So why the fuck would you want me to leave?
'Cause in this mess, we need to face each other
Mend the wounds, leave the past
Because I have opened my mind
to say what’s left unsaid, left unsaid
This is a testament
Never forgiving
this person that I’ve become
will never be free
Never forgiving
this person that I’ve become
will never see the sunset
Never, never again
Never, never forget
the years that were lost.