Grow!ng

Got growing pains
In my soul
With people on my back
Constantly want me to give them more
Looking at the empty boxes
And wondering
Where i went wrong
I’m growing
Maybe slowly
But I’m getting stronger
Everyday
Just know
If your listening
I’m trying my best
I’m not as evil as you take me more
No black heart and I have a soul
While you sit there
Try to troll
I’m trying to reach my final goal
And you’re in the way
Looking at the empty boxes
And wondering
Where i went wrong
I’m growing
Maybe slowly
But I’m getting strongr
Everyday
Just know
If your listening
I’m trying my best
Should I tak another step?
I don’t know
I don’t know
I wanna be there
But now my soul is in pieces
Cause you left me
Looking at the empty boxes
And wondering
Where i went wrong
I’m growing
Maybe slowly
But I’m getting stronger
Everyday
Just know
If your listening
I’m trying my best
Cut the skin with those scissors
Now all these people wanna get under my skin
You say it’s okay to cry
But it’s not
Because I feel like I wanna-
My skin is starting to glow
I’m starving
But I’m not getting out of bed
Should I drink another bottle?
Drink the pain away
Because yesterday was fun
At least while it lasted
I’ve probably cried rivers and drank it all
I’m starving
But I’m not getting out of bed
Should I drink another bottle?
Drink the pain away
Because yesterday was fun
At least while it lasted
I’ve probably cried rivers and drank it all
To hide it from you
Cause I got issues