Suicide

With every day my hope fades away.
Dreams are oppressed by cruel reality.
I don’t believe in better life.
Depression prevails, I see nothing.
Something inside doesn’t give me rest.
It orders me: «Finish your quest!»
Suicidal thoughts are in my mind…
It drives me mad; I can’t bear this torment.
All strength are lost but the voices are calling.
Suicidal thoughts are in my mind…
I’m a slave of my destiny; my life is pain.
I see no way out, and I can’t escape
From this horrible thoughts.
They shout in my head and send me damnation.
I see terrible dreams, I feel devastation.
I’m going to commit suicide!
Oh, God!
I can’t find a reason to live.
Hey, God!
Don’t be so cold! I don’t believe
In lie
That surrounds me all my life.
Hey, you!
I’m going to leave this world behind
Leave this world+behind
I’ve lost myself in the chaos of life.
Cruelty, hate, evil and lie
Take us down, kill ours mind
They’re like a slow poison, mankind is blind.
Lifeless existence has come to an end,
Pain will gone with a shot in the head.
Now Death is taking it’s toll:
One shot, silence