I Hate the Way I Feel

I lose my mind every time
I’m even around you
I’m defenseless helpless selfless
I hate the need I feel without you
It’s a sickness worthless emptyness
.I hate the way I feel
.around you
.I hate the way you make me feel
I know
You know
And you use it against me
Manipulate subjicate humiliate
I hate the fear
The need for acceptance
As you fuck with my mind
So come inside
And sit right down
Keep me alive
Make me drown
.i hate the way I feel around you
.I hate the way you make me feel
(I'm worthless inside, I need you tonight)
.I hate the way I feel around you
.I hate the way you m ake feel
(I'm open up wide, will I be denied?)
You treat you treat me like a thing
Hate you make you everything
This is all that I can bring
Take me take your offering
This oh this is what I need
Watch you plant the seed of greed
If this is it I fucking swear
With my last breath I’ll see you bleed