Reset to Default

Another day, another way to forget the easiness of life
And it feels like I’m running away from the steps I take
It’s still in my mind…
When all the colours became a million shades of grey
No turning back to the past, no more memorizing your sorrow
With the darkness left behind
I just don’t want to know what tomorrow brings
And the fear is blind — a last goodbye to the earth
Yet another reset to default
And life is spinning around like a feather
And I’m turning away from the walls
Which obstructed the way before
And another time I burnt my shelter down
To feel your ice and your rain and your fire
Until I’m pure and bare and safe again —
No one ever can turn me around
I am so tired, tired of pretending unspoiled harmony
And no one ever wasted a thought on asking me how I feel
It’s just the time
To decide between countless ways that I could take
And even if there are doubts I will never complain or regret
And your words are left behind
I still don’t want to know when tomorrow comes
And heaven’s blind — a last goodbye to the world