Invisible

I never thought you would be the one
Cleaning up the mess I’m making
And even if the day has just begun
I’d really rather wake up when it’s dark
And then I try to trick myself
Like all the others trick themselves
But it’s not working anymore
And when I try to take a step ahead
Leaving all my hopes behind
Then you grab me by my neck and push me down
Until I lay defenceless on the floor
You couldn’t really hurt me more
And everything you did before
It’s all meaningless to me
I always tried the best I could to follow your way
But now it’s time to forget, it’s a good day to forget
And thoughts drain my head and the things I can’t say
It’s the day to forget you
I never really want this day to end
But I can’t even try to end it
‘Cause I was drifting with the sand
That runs right through my hands
Have I ever felt myself?
But why would I torment myself
I’m not running anymore