Dust (Remember)

I’d ask you how you’ve been, it’s just, too bad I already know
I heard it from a friend we trust just the other day
Word is you fell back in, why did you let yourself go?
I’ll never know… I’ll never know.
Yes I’m excited just to hear your voice yet again
Of course we go so far back, I could never forget
That’s why it saddens me so much
What could I do for you when you put yourself away?
Just look the other way?
How did it come to this?
Used to be when it had no place
You were just fine, do you still remember?
Running out of tries, is there no fix?
Still waiting for the day when the problems will fade…
What about the ones who love you, how is this fair to them?
Disappear and then back again
It’s hard to care for someone who doesn’t care themselves…
So what the hell do you really expect from them?
But even a dead heart can flower sometimes
To create a fresh start and open the blinds
…and are you happy now?
…don't know how you could ever be
Wherever you are, hope you’re ok
Well we’ll see…
I’ll never understand your undying need
To self-destruct before you’re dust
Can you muster up the will to change?
Dig down, you’ll find you still remember