Lately

The way I feel is underwater now
and I’m not saying that it’s all your fault, but I want you to know
the things you do are orchestrated
and I wanna call and let you know but I know that I won’t
but we both know the way these things will go
cuz I won’t, no I won’t find the strength to call you up and call you out,
babyyyy
all my fears, they’re running faster now
and they’re saying that it’s all my fault, but I want you to know
the way I feel, is self-deprecating now
and I wanna be alone and I wanna be somebody else, I do
but lately I’ve been floatin' ooohh
and lately I’ve been wonderin' just what day of the week it is
'cuz I really wanna stay at home
and I can’t help but thinking that I may always stay this way
'cuz I know, I haven’t changed a bit yeah I still know
that I won’t, no I won’t find the strength to call you up and call you out,
baby oooohhhh