Ghost White

I made my exit too late
And I’m gonna need your help
But it’s always so embarrassing to ask you
This is no true solution
No system of lasting kind
You don’t have to tell me
You know I feel the same
There was a silent agreement
Not to expect anything
Not to drink as much
Cause I know what it does to me
Looking back now I never knew you
Not that I knew myself
But I always felt I couldn’t stay the same
My efforts to reach you
All turning into
Hands upon your ghost white skin
Unable to open
I set in motion
The most peculiar thoughts within