Habits

Yeah
Man these habits never change
I guess I’m cold, am giving chills
I smoked alot, I’m acting out
Last night I took some pills
I’ve got suicide thoughts, I woke up dead I overdosed
I saw my dad and uncle and my grandma said I’ve grown
Yeah
Pray I pray I pray I pray the devil doesn’t touch me
I flex I flex on pressure if give’em hell is what they taught me
I told her its just a phase when my momma caught me smoking
When my friends all heard me rap they told me bro this shit is popping
Ask me how I’m doing, I don’t function I am broken
Obsessed to writing songs cuz this music is what’s important
So I tell em if I don’t make put some headsets in my coffin
You quiet in my face I turn my back and look who’s talking
Ride and die young genius on some wheels I’m Stephan Hawking
I’m invested in this
And I am blessed if I can say whatever takes
Cuz when I’m sad I lose interest in this
Yeah, yeah!
I say happy happy happy happy
I see happy people
I say happy happy happy happy
I see happy people
And I can finally say I’m certain
Finally say I’m certain that dealing with my feelings
Is fucking so upsetting, Cuz I’ve been here
And you’ve been here but it feels like we apart
It’s been over from the start
Yeah
Look I’ve been touched kumutima
I’m touched kumutima you got my heart shilepema
It’s not her fault and I don’t blame her so I tell her umfwa
You is my type (you is my type)
Cuz lately we’ve been on at this I’m just feeling laka we alright (we awwright)
Nganachita ifi ninshi I’m stepping out my comfort zone to stress a point
And I don’t change ninebo coin
Bless on bless on curse and she won’t tell me where she going
Cuz lately all these interests don’t align and she’s asking what’s the point
(What's the point)
You said I’m loudest, I’m controlling
I don’t get in touch with feelings I’m avoiding (I'm avoiding)
Cuz its my past that I just hate
Grew up and still attached to mistakes that I’ve made
I hurt the ones who didn’t deserve It am trash when am upset
I’m trash when am upset
You fell in love with the world and it just sucks that I’m replaced
Yeah
I say happy happy happy happy
I see happy people
I say happy happy happy happy
I see happy people
And I can finally say I’m certain
Finally say I’m certain that dealing with my feelings
Is fucking so upsetting, Cuz I’ve been here
And you’ve been here but it feels like we apart
It’s been over from the start
Yeah