Lonely

Know I’m young and I am gifted
I have always been persistent
Not the type to fit in crowds
I might just come across as timid
Think you coming close to me?
I guess you better check the distance
My thoughts spiral in rotation as I lay down hieroglyphics
You can judge but you ain’t lived it
Only God can be my witness
I got people that depend on me don’t like it do not listen
I’m recording and absorbing every moment like my last
Funny how the tables turn? Its like time is shifting fast
I got problems I can’t solve em
Feel the pressure rising quickly
Whats a king without a queen?
If there’s no-one there to check me
Ive been working endlessly I don’t know how to take a break
I may never love again I keep dwelling on mistakes (Ooh)
Not the type to socialize I feel like that the blame is always on me
My bi-polar my anxiety depression it has got me going crazy
You tryna do me wrong or go behind my back, please don’t come the fuck around me
I know what it takes on the road to greatness, it’s forever gon' be lonely
I get caught up in my business
Then forget what truly matters
Past will haunt me people taunt me
Everyday a constant battle
See my content staying evergreen
That means that I stay relevant
I’m not your average rapper
You and me there’s no comparison
My career be taking flight I’m Nobel such a humble guy
You say you want the fame but you don’t ever make a sacrifice
Party every weekend tell me really watchu celebrating?
You ain’t making moves plus you living up in mommas basement
Sorry I got sidetracked
I just had a flashback
My thought bout to blow
Like I was dropping bombs in bagdad
There’s so many habits I can’t break
I need to relax
Eye up on the prize
Just know I’m coming for that gold plaque
Not the type to socialize I feel like that the blame is always on me
My bi-polar my anxiety depression it has got me going crazy
You tryna do me wrong or go behind my back, please don’t come the fuck around me
I know what it takes on the road to greatness, it’s forever gon' be lonely
You wanna talk about fame
Envy
Figured out I had a lot fake
Friends
Enemies I never try to make many
Y’all want every minute that I cant spend
Ain’t about you when I don’t hit you right back
Mah fucker I’m busy
Walk in my shoes
Go get a career
Make moves
And right about then you’ll get me
I don’t act fake I don’t need lies
Straight to yo face what It be like
But you get up on the phone
All personal
Takin' all terse
Man Something don’t seem right
And I’m way too damaged
To handle yo passive aggressive
All about me life
Drama got you parked at a green light
Mah fucker wanna argue and be right
Well I gotta cut every tie whitchu
Way too busy to babysit
I ain’t gone in a minute I’m talkin' right now
I gotta life and a son
I gotta provide and be positive
That’s a note for your drama that you could write down
Like
Either get a life
Get right
Or give up and just lie down
Don’t lie down
Up until then I don’t wanna hear a word about me and my shit
Homie I’m out
Not the type to socialize I feel like that the blame is always on me
My bi-polar my anxiety depression it has got me going crazy
You tryna do me wrong or go behind my back, please don’t come the fuck around me
I know what it takes on the road to greatness, it’s forever gon' be lonely