Angel vs Demon, Pt. 4

Wait, wait, wait
How did I get here?
What do you how’d you get here?
It looks oh so familiar
That’s because it is
I got a confession to make
Lately don’t know how much more I can take
I go to my room, try to gather my thoughts
As I battle my demons, my mind will go blank
I say that I’m busy but I’m not productive
Will dwell and complain, I’m robotic or something
Repeating my actions, compulsions are flooding
Intruder inside of my head causing ruckus
Now that’s where I come in the picture
Don’t need to explain 'cause I totally getcha
Your misery’s caught up, your pain is your pleasure
I’m asking the question when will you surrender?
Without hesitation, the answer is never
A grave with your name on it, do us a favor
We’ll do it discreet, I ain’t signing no waiver
Just stating the obvious, don’t be a hater
These voices get louder each night to the point where I feel defeated
All the fortune and fame, I could really care less, I am here for a reason
Can’t turn back now, come alive in the nighttime, talk to your demons
You can’t take no more, to hell you go
Oh no, ain’t about to relapse
Not a chance, no way, can’t go back
Take a chill pill, you do not believe that
This my therapy, music, I need that
People out there depending on me
Saving lives what I do, you cannot compete
You’ve become so numb
Let’s end all grief
Years ago I was considered nobody
Persistent I was when I didn’t have money
I wonder what life would be like as I sit and reflect
I continue to fight
Continue to fight, or continue to fall?
Based off your expression you look like you’re lost
You got all your fans but no physical body
You’re lonely and tired, but I won’t die a copy
You think you’re somebody? I think I’m the best
Playing with me is like Russian roulette
Odds are against me, but I’ll take the risk
I’m a beast, I’m a god, I’m as ill as it gets
Down in the trenches, I like to dirty
I actually work, do not think you concern me
Scared for your life, you don’t have to admit it
You know that I’m right, ain’t got time for your gimmicks
These voices get louder each night to the point where I feel defeated
All the fortune and fame, I could really care less, I am here for a reason
Can’t turn back now, come alive in the nighttime, talk to your demons
You can’t take no more, to hell you go
Oh no, ain’t about to relapse
Not a chance, no way, can’t go back
Take a chill pill, you do not believe that
This my therapy, music, I need that
People out there depending on me
Saving lives what I do, you cannot compete
You’ve become so numb
Let’s end all grief
Can’t face your irrational fear
My thoughts are intrusive, I can’t shed a tear
You’re falling apart, know your momma is toxic
She suffered an injury, yes I acknowledge
I wanna cut ends, but there’s no way to stop
I’m mentally ill, maybe I’ve gone psychotic
I should see a therapist, fuck all your problems
Since Joey has passed, his spirit is haunting
Let’s just be honest, you’re sick of the gossip
So sick of the nonsense, you’re making me nauseous
Avoiding the tasks that you know should be doing
This rap’s in my blood and I’m speaking it fluent, woo!
Knew I was born to be different
I’m gifted and talented, no interruptions
Enough with assumptions, a prayer will be needed
Thy father, thy son, and thy holy spirit
These voices get louder each night to the point where I feel defeated
All the fortune and fame, I could really care less, I am here for a reason
Can’t turn back now, come alive in the nighttime, talk to your demons
You can’t take no more, to hell you go
Oh no, ain’t about to relapse
Not a chance, no way, can’t go back
Take a chill pill, you do not believe that
This my therapy, music, I need that
People out there depending on me
Saving lives what I do, you cannot compete
You’ve become so numb
Let’s end all grief