Stay Paranoid

My fault
That I’m this way
I’m in over my head
Begging for someone to blame
Uncaged, left with the same debt to pay
A slave to the paranoia
That serves to take away
Tear me limb from limb
This panic sets in
My anxiety wins
Just to forget I can only give in
Please tell me again
I’m not worth a thing
Give me a way out of this
Emptiness inside my head
I said I’d fix myself
But I can’t seem to get a grip
I can’t get a grip
I’ll always be the same
It’s this paranoia
With only myself to blame
And now I finally see
I’m consumed by anxiety
Can’t seem to face what lies beneath
This suffering, is it all for nothing
I can’t face what I’m becoming
This is the real me
Falling apart in misery
I’m a wreck
At least the parts of me that are left
I’m sick to death of using you
To keep myself in check
There’s a part of me that screams
I don’t really need it
This time I mean it
I’m sick of needing you
Like the air I breathe
Like the air I breathe
And now I finally see
I’m consumed by anxiety
Can’t seem to face what lies beneath
This suffering, is it all for nothing
I can’t face what I’m becoming
This is the real me
Falling apart in misery