I Can Resist Anything, Except Temptation

I wish there was less amongst it all that had to be said
It’s hard to understand things are sometimes better off unsaid
I wish things were sometimes better left untold
If they were, our struggles never had to begin & unfold
There’s so much left to say
I can barely breathe
Accept this for what it is
And you won’t be deceived
I’m not expecting this to just fade away
And if it doesn’t
I’ll be stuck with nothing but my regret to pave the way
If you’re here with me, I need to know
I’m doing everything I can to grow
Believe in me, I needed you
The truth speaks for itself
We need to find our sense of hope
Easier said than done I know
I want you to be better off
This situation only gets worse
It’s just
By the time you know that, you’ll be long gone
Handling being left on my own
Maybe that’s what hurts me most
I couldn’t find you, we were so close
Things would’ve been different if I knew you from the start
You always said if I found a way
That you would let me in someday
There’s so much left to say
I can barely breathe
Accept this for what it is
And you won’t be deceived
I’m not expecting this to just fade away
If it doesn’t
I’ll be stuck with nothing but my regret to pave the way
You are my darkest adversary