Discourage

it still feels like embracing the emptiness
wasting emotions in a moment that is eternity
when time stands still, you speed up the sand
but when you drown you deny my helping hands
sometimes you curse the rules of our game
sometimes you kill your emotions for shame
this time it hurts---
thank ya for killing me again
teasing means discourage, so kill me again
when i drown in my sorrow again
you sheep away those sails of pain
it is just a complicated game
there my fires burn so bright
your heartless act it takes my sight
make this an end
i cant stand to dwell alone
but when you´re here i wish you were gone
i dont know where to run
i dont know false from true
but when even time dares not to betray
how can you?