Es Ist Ich

Empty here nevertheless I have me however it is quite
MY thoughts are not arrenged as if out from water they
were and whose force Im not able to brake
I cant assume the space the temptation lures me
but I fear it
But the walls stand for my fear destroying all my courage
But I can feel it do not know it it eats my guts
pulling me into his spell
What can be that strong to hate isolation
What can be that strong to cause desperation
What praepares in me too much fear to look
I cannot flee but noone holds the hook
It must be a god somethings whose whole I dont understand