All I Can Do

Everything that used to interest me
Now I live in fond memories
And all I want is the day to go away
In the morning with my eyes wide open
I lay in bed defeated and broken,
Sick to death of the pain inside of me
I got no money and I never will
All I got in the mail are medical bills
And lawyers warning that they’re going to be coming for me
Close the shit up and lock the door
Reach inside the dresser drawer
Shut off the world with the help of my pharmacy
And nothing can motivate me
I guess this is what I’ll always be
Searching for any opportunity
To do all I can do to keep from being awake
I do all I can do to keep from being awake
I do all I can do
I do all I can do
I do all I can do
I do all I can do
I do all I can do to keep from being awake
I do all I can do to keep from being awake
I do all I can do to keep from being awake
I do all I can do to keep from being awake