Always Alone

You can’t see it, it’s hiding beneath the surface
Behind the smiles and the laughing it waits it out
It hates everything coming out of their mouths
It hates how I pretend to care what they talk about
Something inside you’ll never know
Keeps me from feeling the things that are so
Standard for most, but not for me
It makes me smile but we hate everything
This is why I will always be alone
This is why I will always be alone
You can’t see it, it’s hiding beneath the surface
Behind the smiles and the laughing it waits it out
It hates everything coming out of their mouths
It hates how I pretend to care what they talk about
I never meant to make you cry
I shouldn’t be here I’m sorry that I
Make everything worse when I come home
I know it’s better sometimes when I’m gone
But I need help, I need someone
To kill what’s been killing my chance to become
Someone who won’t have to live that life alone
Somebody help me I don’t want to be alone
This is why I will always be alone