In My Fears

I still feel the glow of this morning light
I wish I could stay, days are so bright
Maybe it’s what light is all about
Devouring more life, after every knockout
It got so cold in this room
Like the white outside even tears became snow
I looked at the sleeping trees and cars
Everything covered, peaceful and quiet
I’ll go outside for a walk to nowhere
To find a place for some joy to spare
Or maybe I should escape into space
So those tears will remain in your eyes
In my fears, in my fears I meet you
You’re near, you’re near and I hold you
On that pier, on that pier falling into the sea
In my fears, on that pier burnt with our dreams.
The fear everyday of what the next one could be
You reminded me of her
I thought I forgot how it feels
Scared every moment to glimpse on your face
That poisoned cast, prelude to rage
It got so cold in this room
Like the white outside even tears became snow
I looked at the sleeping trees and cars
Everything covered, peaceful and quiet
I’ll go outside for a walk to nowhere
To find a place for some joy to spare
Or maybe I should escape into space
So those tears will remain in your eyes
In my fears, in my fears I meet you
You’re near, you’re near and I hold you
On that pier, on that pier falling into the sea
In my fears, on that pier burnt with our dreams.
In my fears, in my fears I meet you
You’re near, you’re near and I hold you
On that pier, on that pier falling into the sea
On that pier. yielding I fall on my knees