Me, I'm Not

and it’s happening
never planned on this
you’ve got something i need
kind of dangerous
and i’m losing control
i’m not used to this
what you want from me
i’m not used to this
i can’t shut it off
this thing i’ve begun
and it’s hard to tell
just where it’s coming from
and it’s hard to see
what i’m capable of and it’s hard to believe
just, what i’ve become
hey, can we stop
me, i’m not
hey, can we stop
me, i’m not
hey, can we stop
me, i’m not
hey, can we stop
me, i’m not
i can swallow it down
keep it all inside
i define myself
by how well i hide
feel it coming apart
well, at least i tried
i can win this war
by knowing not to fight
if i take it all back
someway, somehow
if i knew back then
what i know right now
hey can we stop
me, i’m not
hey can we stop
me, i’m not
hey, can we stop
me, i’m not
hey, can we stop
me, i’m not