Even Deeper

I woke up today
To find myself in the other place
With a trail of footprints
From where i ran away
It seems everything i’ve heard
Just might be true
And you know me
(well you think you do)
Sometimes i have everything
Yet i wish i felt something
Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have i become?
When i think i can overcome
It runs even deeper
And in a dream i’m a different me With a perfect you
We fit perfectly
And for once in my life i feel complete-
And i still want to ruin it Afraid to look
As clear as day
This plan has long been underway
I hear them call
I cannot stay
The voice inviting me away
Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have i become?
When i think i can overcome
It runs even deeper
Everything that matters is gone
All the hands of hope have withdrawn
Could you try to help me hang on?
It runs…
I straight
I won’t crack
On my way
And i can’t turn back
I’m okay
I’m on track
On my way
And i can’t turn back
I stayed
On this track
Gone too far
And i can’t come back
I stayed
On this track
Lost my way
Can’t come back