I Woke up Waiting

I woke up waiting
Like I have been
For a couple weeks now
My friend the pow sees me
Every friday after school
And I think I’m lonely
It’s what I asked for I guess
It’s all my fault
And I’m slowly getting depressed
Maybe I should get some help
Cause I threw up my dinner
And I keep getting thinner
But at what price
And I’m at the edge of success
But I’m really a mess
Look in my eyes
Well never have I
Ever told anyone
What’s happening
In my head when I’m alone
Maybe I should tell someone
And I know that
I ain’t the only boy
That is like this
Cause shame is stronger than joy
Maybe I should get some help
Cause I threw up my dinner
And I keep getting thinner
But at what price
And I’m at the edge of success
But I’m really a mess
Look in my eyes