Don't

I felt so cold in the end
October’s coming again
Think I’ll probably die this time around
Lost myself in the past
We knew that it wouldn’t last
We’re not so innocent this time around
Experiment
Experience
We forgot to live this life for the fear of it
I’m so bored
I hate this world
I don’t believe a fucking thing that you just said
This can’t be real
I can’t explain the way this feels
Please just tell me this is in my head
Once again
My lungs are caving in
The first thing I remember is the last thing that you said
Don’t say
Please don’t say
Woke up in the gutter I’ve been worse
I’ll pretend this doesn’t hurt
If I can get out of this bed maybe I’ll be okay
I’d get you out that grave with a trade if I could
You asked me to stay and I said that I would
Never got to see who you could be
Now that you’re not there where you should be
And your mom stopped taking family pictures
Put down all the family pets
And I haven’t seen your sister
I can’t handle that one yet
5 years 2 months and six days
I know I said I would stay
I wish I’d said how much I loved you, but now it’s too late
This can’t be real
I can’t explain the way this feels
Please just tell me this is in my head
Once again
My lungs are caving in
The first thing I remember is the last thing that you said
Don’t say
He’s not gone he’s not gone he’s not gone he’s not gone he’s not gone he’s not
Please don’t say
Please stop talking