Alone Forever Probably

Still haven’t had my first kiss
Starting to think that I never will
I’ve got too much mass, too much gravity
Too many holes in the heart inside of me
No one is willing to fill
No boy I’ve loved has loved me back
Or they have and not like that
I’m all great and I’m all good
And then they leave like I knew they would
Taking parts of me I can’t get back
So if what if they say is true
And you can’t love someone else till you love you
Then I’m gonna be alone forever
I’m gonna be alone forever
I’m gonna be alone forever
Probably
Sometimes I think my timing’s off
Or there’s something wrong with me
Heart so big with walls so high
That I built up to hide behind
'Cause I’m so scared of truly being seen
So if what if they say is true
And you can’t love someone else till you love you
Then I’m gonna be alone forever
I’m gonna be alone forever
I’m gonna be alone forever
Probably
And I’d like to believe
That there is someone out there for me
And they are kind and strong
And they’ve been waiting for someone like me to come along
But what they say is true
You just can’t love someone else till you love you
So I’m gonna be alone forever
I’m gonna be alone forever
I’m gonna be alone forever
Probably