Awake & Dreaming

You had the best of me
According to your idea of how you wanted me
I grew so tired of being so many versions of me I gave up
I lay awake
And I dream about a place I can call home
Where I am free and I can be myself
And I won’t give this up for anything or anyone
I am awake and dreaming
I am giving up the dead
I’m letting go of the fear and I will move ahead
I have found room in my soul
Rivers where I’ve been led
I embrace the worthy thoughts
I lay awake and I dream about
A place I can call home
Where I am free and I can be myself
And I won’t give this up for anything
Not anymore
I am awake and dreaming
I am awake and dreaming
I am awake and dreaming
I’ve grown tired of this web
Feeling trapped within this end
Not sure what I have lined up
Though I no longer feel the dread
I will chase what is beyond
I will find myself where I am taken
For I’ll be there for a reason
I lay awake and I dream about
A place I can call home
Where I am free and I can be myself
And I won’t give this up for anything
Not anymore
I am awake and dreaming
And dreaming
And dreaming