Prayers

Hook 1-
Done now
I am so done now
So close feeling lost now
It was great why it start now? Shits like…
(Shit been way too long I need rest not okay)
-too great so brought down
Hold so close I ain’t feeling lonesome but too tight breaks now back too so numb
It seems like those delights
Seem far like Astro- lights
So I reside in worst of nights
Rest my mind blind out the fights
Guilt trips make me too sick
Always far for this
Always changing shit
I’m the cause of this
Give my life for you
Guess I owe it too
Been the worst you
Every single time ending up stressed
Fuck right now what I got next?
And when I get next what I got next?
Damn I am slaved to th mindset
Been tough-
(Been tough on me)
-on myself much
Sarch and never find any ounce of self-love because I knew myself from the past
it’s fucked up
She says «don't say- hate»
Girl treat me like I’m oh so great
Wouldn’t say it if you seen my headspace
Probably wanna pack and leave my place
(And leave my place)
I been spending time alone tryna fight this
Always gotta a plan till life hits
Praying God like «please make it make sense»
Watching everybody blessed through the holes of the fence
People try and help still hold my defense
Damn you gotta prove you don’t move like the rest
9 outa 10 left used and regrets
Might as well treat them like the past that I met
(yea all of this is on me)
Like the past that I met
Feeling so small in the world I exist
The next day feeling like I’m prone to the wins
(Broken on the inside come and save me)
Like I’m Prone to the wins
I fight wars in the thoughts that arise
Way too long over time I comply
Don’t see
(yea all of this is on me)
Hold the pains in the eyes
Stone cold face make the days seem alright from the outside maybe fame make it
right
Hook 2-
Done now
I am so done now
So close feeling lost now
It was great why it start now? Shits like…
(Shit been way too long I need rest not okay)
-too great so brought down
Hold so close I ain’t feeling lonesome but too tight breaks now back too so numb
It seems like those delights
Seem far like Astro- lights
So I reside in worst of nights
Rest my mind blind out the fights
Guilt trips make me too sick
Always far for this
Always changing shit
I’m the cause of this
Give my life for you
Guess I owe it too
Been the worst you