Still The Same

I never thought I’d find
There was a different side to me
I never thought I’d see
That none of it was new to me (Hmm)
And I’ve seen it all before
But now I’m looking through tainted eyes
I won’t listen to the lies
I’ll rise, I’ll rise
And I won’t let it make a change
I swear it won’t make a difference
I just hope that you will listen
Cause it’s still the same me (Still the same me)
And I won’t feel pain
I won’t let it phase me
And I’ll act like I don’t feel anything at all
Cause it’s better, if I don’t mention it at all
I don’t know how to feel or what to think
I don’t know how to deal I’m on the brink
About to fall about to bawl
I wish that I could call you up and shrink into a ball
So I can bounce back off the wall recall
How to be usual
But what does that mean
Uncertainty in my brain
And certainly I’m afraid
This cerebration’s in vain I know it
Though it won’t stop me feeling the burden of knowing
I’ll never be the same
I wish I could call you up on my phone and you would answer
Analyse what’s going on and sort this out but after
All the things that we’ve been through
I can’t seem to get through to you
I want to talk with you so I can get to understand
Forget what we thought we knew and we can make a new plan
Of how we can go on
And I won’t let it make a change
I swear it won’t make a difference
I just hope that you will listen
Cause it’s still the same me (Still the same me)
And I won’t feel pain
I won’t let it phase me
And I’ll act like I don’t feel anything at all
Cause it’s better if I don’t mention it at all
If I don’t mention it at all
I don’t mention it at all
I don’t feel anything at all
I don’t mention it at all
And I’ll try to be usual