Falling

When I’m speaking why does it always feel like I’m stalling
When I’m with you words never seem to start forming
I know I’ve put you into an awkward position, but listen
When I’m sleeping why do I always feel like I’m falling
Maybe because you’re going ghost when I’m calling
And when you pick up the phone you’re flippant
The closer I move the more you act distant
You keep me up at night
You’re causing hypnic jerks
They took me by surprise
Make me jump like fireworks
Feelings I try to abscise
But it never works
You tell me to forget you but why
The idea makes me scared so I don’t even want to try
But if it’s unrequited then I’ll have to say goodbye
I’m just being honest so don’t say I’m the Bad Guy
I know that you’re finding it hard
To try to face me let alone face your heart
Take all your fears and discard
Them all and then maybe we can restart
You know that I like you
And I’m dreading the times that we’re ever apart
So start by making the right move
Into my arms
When I’m speaking why does it always feel like I’m stalling
When I’m with you words never seem to start forming
I know I’ve put you into an awkward position, but listen
When I’m sleeping why do I always feel like I’m falling
Maybe because you’re going ghost when I’m calling
And when you pick up the phone you’re flippant
The closer I move the more you act distant
When I’m speaking why does it always feel like I’m stalling
When I’m with you words never seem to start forming
I know I’ve put you into an awkward position, but listen
When I’m sleeping why do I always feel like I’m falling
Maybe because you’re going ghost when I’m calling
And when you pick up the phone you’re flippant
The closer I move the more you act distant