Walls (Make It Through)

See usually I’m not like this, uh
I can’t stand to sit back, I’m trying to fight this but
I don’t know how and right now I’m clueless
No one told me how much I would suffer to get through this
That gold crown is a trap it’s a setup, yeah
Knocked down every time that I get up
The cold ground is comfier than it sounds
Once all you been laying down on gone
Now I’m fed up
Got no regrets and I’m grateful for all my friends
But there’s no recipient for this message I’m trying to send
I’m at a loss, thinking that I’m scared, feeling unprepared
How can I compare when they all seem to have an upper hand?
And yeah I know it’s good to be an original
Everybody says be yourself but that’s hypocritical
That’s something difficult to try and comprehend
It’s hard to be me if I don’t even know who I am
I can’t break down these walls
I can’t break down these walls
Somebody help me out, why can’t you free me now?
I can’t break down these walls
I’ve been here for so long
Will I be trapped inside, is this goodbye?
Now I’m losing, losing my head
I keep retracing my steps
I can’t, I can’t pretend
I’ll make it through
I’m feeling, feeling regret
I keep retracing my steps
Don’t think, I don’t think that I can
Keep waiting for you
When I picture life without you I don’t know where I’m going
I can feel you looking into my eyes after I close em
Been praying every night for someone that I could hold
And never let go
But my doubts grow as I get older
See I been single for so long I’ve gotten used to it
Society’s telling me that I’m wrong like I’m foolish
Every time that I turn the radio on it reminds me
That innocence isn’t what people want, see
You would be the first take, love for the first time
If something goes wrong I could say it was my best try
I blame myself but I can’t apologize
'Cuz for so long you’ve been the person that I can’t find
My hearts a good size and that’s a good sign
That when I make mistakes I learn from 'em
And that’s something that money can’t buy
It usually takes time
But the clock I been using is broken
Now so am I
I can’t break down these walls
I can’t break down these walls
Somebody help me out, why can’t you free me now?
I can’t break down these walls
I’ve been here for so long
Will I be trapped inside, is this goodbye?
Now I’m losing, losing my head
I keep retracing my steps
I can’t, I can’t pretend
I’ll make it through
I’m feeling, feeling regret
I keep retracing my steps
Don’t think, I don’t think that I can
Keep waiting for you
I don’t know what comes next
I been doing my best
I can’t keep waiting for you
I don’t know what comes next
I’m retracing my steps
I can’t keep waiting for you