Still Looking

Sunshine after rain
Doesn’t feel the same
Doesn’t feel the way
It’s supposed to
And I don’t like to count the days
I haven’t seen your face
I feel fabricated
And lost to you
And I don’t even have to tell you
I’m stuck in love and hoping
That for all that’s lost
There’s more that’s found
Well I’m scared
Cause I’m still looking
I sleep as if you were still here
I know I shouldn’t, dear
But I felt steady when we breathed
You were a metronome in my life
And I could feel the goodbye
When you stopped smiling in your sleep
And I don’t even have to tell you
I’m stuck in love and hoping
That for all that’s lost
There’s more that’s found
Well I’m scared
Cause I’m still looking
And darling you were the best friend
Who left far too soon
And there’s a letter I might never send to you
Were you lost in love or just loved the lust
Cause I’m having trouble trusting
That for all that’s lost
There’s more that’s found
And someday I’ll stop looking