Year of No Light

they won’t let me go
these feelings I’ve never felt before
and time seems forgotten
fragments of the past
cut wounds so deep that I
drown in thoughts of no redemption
now that life lies left behind
you took away all reason
I wish I could just go back
to a time of innocence
erase my memories
and let me go 'cause I cannot
leave this place
why do you keep coming back?
and visit me in dreams
I am one step closer to the end
a year with no light lies behind
and the tracks are my witness
of the last breakdown
the acceptance of failure
is giving up the last remains
the bond to the old times I let go
the bond to this pain I release