Wake Me Up

When I wake with dirt in my fingernails
And my body aches from the night before
I’m thinking of each decision made
I’ll put myself together one day
I tripped and I fell
More times than I could tell
Wake me up because you know that I’ll sleep in
These covers feel like stone when they’re dragging me in
I passed out in my clothes again
Didn’t get to sleep until four AM
Now I’m pushing past the deep end
Just to repair all the loose ends
Forget all the days that I spent
Chasing ghosts down dead ends
I’m not alright
I’m barely okay
I’m so sick of this feeling
Day after day