Drowning in the Sea of Me

Feels like I’m gonna topple over.
Feels like I’m gonna fall apart.
Weight of the world is on my shoulders
and I don’t know where to start.
I’m trying hard to look past the money,
but its so hard when it’s not there.
So many people depending on me.
I cant pretend that I don’t care.
I don’t want to let them down.
I don’t want to let down myself.
Sometimes I wish that I was someone else.
Try to stick to my guns.
Do what it is I feel that’s right.
But it’s not just me anymore
and I’m being squeezed so tight.
I’m trying hard to look past the money,
but its so hard when it’s not there.
So many people depending on me.
I cant pretend that I don’t care.
I don’t want to let them down.
I don’t want to let down myself.
Sometimes I wish that I was someone else.
I’d like to go back, back to the day,
back before all of this in the way.
I’m trapped inside myself.
I’d like to go back, back to the day,
back before all of this in the way.
I’m trapped inside myself.
Feels like I’m gonna topple over.
Feels like I’m gonna fall apart.
Weight of the world is on my shoulders
and I don’t know where to start.
I’m trying hard to look past the money,
but its so hard when it’s not there.
So many people depending on me.
I cant pretend that I don’t care.
I don’t want to let them down.
I don’t want to let down myself.
Sometimes I wish
Sometimes I wish
Sometimes I wish that I was someone else.