Indelible Shit

Indelible shit, to hell with these kids
I got a hell of a list of the yelling I get
And it’s not special, it’s just a standard of life
I think it’s just preparing you for when you’re stabbed with a knife
'Cause when you’re rapping at night, about how all the struggles get us
The haters wanna kill you 'cause they’re always fucking jealous
But that’s really fucking selfish
You’re getting helpless
You try to reach the life line
But even that just really didn’t help it
But you really wanna stay away from depression
'Cause it disguises suicide as a pathway to heaven
But leaving out what it’ll do to your family members
'Cause all your struggles go to them, so they’ll always remember just how you
left them
So always recognize your position
We’re needing you in existence
I mean it’s more than a wish
This ain’t about someone specific written down on my list
It’s for anybody who ever has related to this
'Cause I’m so sick of this indelible shit
You do not know what the fuck I have hit
But it’s like rock bottom everytime I’m on the list, or that’s what it seems
like
'Cause I’m so sick of this indelible shit
You do not know what the fuck I have hit
But it’s like rock bottom everytime I’m on the list, or that’s what it seems
like
Indelible shit is stupid as shit
It’s hard enough to go and fight off the ableist pricks
And for the love of God, do not be the unscrupulous dick
Just think about building a house instead of breaking the bricks
I go insane with a twist, but no I ain’t a contortionist
Prevented before it started, said the mission aborted
And even I might’ve blown shit out of proportion
And it might be ridiculous but it might’ve been forced in
But I don’t believe in God, or any kind of deity
But the last thing I want is for my head to be in the guillotine
And maybe the dissing happened to be the reasoning
There’s no rhyme or no reason, guess it’s the time of the season
Maybe, but the past can’t be erased, we eternally suffer
It’s a burden that sucks, it’s about not giving a fuck
It’s about not getting stuck so that the holding on feels more like a hug
'Cause the indelible shit will never ever let go
'Cause I’m so sick of this indelible shit
You do not know what the fuck I have hit
But it’s like rock bottom everytime I’m on the list, or that’s what it seems
like
'Cause I’m so sick of this indelible shit
You do not know what the fuck I have hit
But it’s like rock bottom everytime I’m on the list, or that’s what it seems
like
Indelible shit…
Indelible shit…
Indelible shit…
Indelible shit…
One more time, here we go!
'Cause I’m so sick of this indelible shit
You do not know what the fuck I have hit
But it’s like rock bottom everytime I’m on the list, or that’s what it seems
like
'Cause I’m so sick of this indelible shit
You do not know what the fuck I have hit
But it’s like rock bottom everytime I’m on the list, or that’s what it seems
like