Gone

I can’t believe that you are gone
I didn’t think that I would ever write this song
But how do you even know what to say
When you heard the other day
That your dad has passed away, probably something that I don’t know of
Is probably kicking me in the ass
Or on the sofa
Know what’s happening I don’t, yeah, just like yoda
Concepts I just can’t grasp, that was so close
But I ain’t going back to that yet
Or else i won’t get nowhere
I don’t stare at the old rhymes
Do I look like a joke with no time
Need to spice it up with more thyme
Ti-time is up, no time machine
To make it right for me
Some things are meant to be, but not this, it’s too extreme
My emotions are just leavening
Never forgetting this shit, I feel like questioning
Were some intentions try’na make it feel like hell
Or was hell just sent to me
I’m sitting in the writer’s block
Try’na figure out why the hell I don’t understand
Why I gotta go and experience all this shit when there’s a lotta shit going on
in my life
I don’t understand it
I can’t believe that you’re gone
I can’t believe I’m writing this song
I can’t believe that you’re gone
And I don’t know if I’ll recover
Know if I’ll recover
I can’t believe that you’re gone
I can’t believe I’m writing this song
I can’t believe that you’re gone
And I don’t know if I’ll recover
Know if I’ll recover
I can’t believe you’re really dead
I keep trying to get that shit right through my head
At first I was concerned if I could even go to bed
'cause I fucking miss you, dad, this is the shit that I really dread
And I remember all the dirty jokes we once have cracked
And also when you made that caffeine free diet coke rap
See that was something I enjoyed
But all good things come to an end
I just think that this came too early
And I think there’s a trend, 2016 was your mom, 2017 was Lil' Peep
I wonder if I could ever make a rap when I go to sleep
2018 was XXXTentacion
Then 2019 you died
Later Juice WRLD passed too, am I alone
Am I the only one noticing who were really losing
I’m not religious, but damn, I’m praying that maybe music
Can help us get through these super crazy illusions
And even if I sound stupid, no let me break it down
Everybody needs a father figure
And when you’re not around, it makes the problem bigger
And everything that happens now is making me confused
Kinda feels like the world is on the trigger
And I don’t really wanna seem madder
Because I don’t really wanna be sadder
Than I already am, but I don’t give a damn
Like the world is on my bladder
You need to know just how I’m feeling
My emotions are over the ceiling
And I don’t wanna need concealing
I just want regular healing
But I don’t know if it’s possible
The way you went out, guess it wasn’t optional
To not know how bad this really is, and I’ll never ever be forgetting it all
But I know it was depression at fault
So I really don’t question it
But I’m stressin' shit, I got possession
My words are all over the rest and
I don’t know if I’ll get an answer
So I’m kinda quiet
And I don’t really wanna riot
It probably just needs silence
I can’t believe that you’re gone
I can’t believe I’m writing this song
I can’t believe that you’re gone
And I don’t know if I’ll recover
Know if I’ll recover
I can’t believe that you’re gone
I can’t believe I’m writing this song
I can’t believe that you’re gone
And I don’t know if I’ll recover
Know if I’ll recover
I can’t believe that you’re gone
(Okay we’re rolling)
Coca-Cola is good, it makes me feel happy
If you change the recipe, it tastes real crappy
Take away the sugar, and make it Diet Coke
It tastes like a booger, it’s really a joke
Take away the caffeine, like my son just said
Then it tastes obscene, I’d rather be dead
(Okay we’re rolling)
Coca-Cola is good, it makes me feel happy
If you change the recipe, it tastes real crappy
Take away the sugar, and make it Diet Coke
It tastes like a booger, it’s really a joke
Take away the caffeine, like my son just said
Then it tastes obscene, I’d rather be dead