I'm Crying in a Cool Way (Reprise)

Sometimes I feel happy
Sometimes I feel alone
Moving away from self-loathing
But I’m addicted to my phone
My heart breaks all the time
I fill my head with the benign
I’m overwhelmed
When I’m postponing tomorrow
This life broke me
And I’m left here standing
And I feel so lonely
Or am I just alone?
I’m always doing okay
Until the sun goes down
Baby, I am making a fool of myself
You’re making me sound full of myself
I’m sorry I don’t cry
I don’t cry often
I’m just afraid of myself
I know I’m not what you wanted
But I can’t say farewell
Maybe I can do this
Maybe it’s what I’m meant to do
To show you what’s inside of my head
And hope that you feel it too
I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone
Crying in a cool way is all I know
Crying in a cool way is all I know
Crying in a cool way is all I know
I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone
Crying in a cool way is all I know
Crying in a cool way is all I know
Crying in a cool way is all I know
It’s a grey day in LA
But the sunshine is in my brain!
I struggle with my faith
‘Cause all I’ve felt is a disgrace
I’ve got a right to speak my pain
But I’ve got nothing left of me
I’m overwhelmed
When I’m postponing tomorrow
This life broke me
And I’m left here standing
And I feel so lonely
Or am I just alone?
I’m sorry I don’t cry
I don’t cry often
I’m just afraid of myself
I know I’m not what you wanted
But I can’t say farewell
Maybe I can do this
Maybe it’s what I’m meant to do
To show you what’s inside of my head
And hope that you feel it too
I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone
Crying in a cool way is all I know
Crying in a cool way is all I know
Crying in a cool way is all I know
I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone
Crying in a cool way is all I know
Crying in a cool way is all I know
Crying in a cool way is all I know