Somewhere Between Happiness and the Bottom of the Lake

I never got the chance to say goodbye
Let alone spend a day with you without a fight in the months leading up to the
end of your life
We were both sick and bed-ridden I remember that night
Momma said «Daddy is gone»
«I tried to wake him but he won’t his skin was ice cold»
Called 911 with my phone
And with the blink of an eye my life changed I was grown
How can you leave me alone
But fuck what I feel bitch you left my lil brother alone
Momma sold all that she owns
Just to take brother and make a new home in the north east
Coast
Yet again I’m alone
Packed my belongings into my ford Taurus and watched boy meets world in what
was our family room
Never again will we sit all together
Never again will we all live together
You’re gone
When you left I was free
Yet you still haunt me
Sitting in the dark inside these four white walls
And I keep
Thinkin about how everything is all my fault
And I think
What happened to everything I thought I knew
And I think
Why should someone care if I don’t