Pathetic

Why am I in pieces over everything you say?
I’m following the creases on this paper note you gave
Why do I still keep it?
I guess I’m scared of change
But I don’t want to keep it
I just wanna change
You’re pathetic you know
Why do I have to remind myself of that?
I don’t know…
I’m pathetic I know
But I don’t have to hurt you to pretend that it’s not true