idk where i'm at rn

Yo, y’all better give me 'til at least the hook
I know I’m sad but y’all better listen to the song 'til at least the hook, bruh
Alone in my room
Get a text saying, «You should come through»
Do you just want me 'cause I’m something new?
Paranoid 'cause I don’t date like you
I’m nervous but I’m over all my exes
Don’t know if I’m ready for the next thing
Are you gonna love me, leave me bleeding?
I don’t know what we are
Thinking way too hard, oh
Why do I lie to myself?
Tell me why
It’s no good for my health
Like why? Oh
Oh, why?
Kissing in your kitchen
Ask me if I feel things
Tell me, do you mean it?
I don’t know where I’m at right now
Speeding down the highway
Damn, just missed the exit
I don’t know where I’m at right now
But we could do this all night
I don’t see the point 'cause
I don’t know where I’m at right now (Uh)
I can’t let my walls down
Maybe I’m just different
But I don’t know where I’m at right now
Didn’t date in high school
Didn’t go to college
My friends got married so fast
Guess I’m just an outcast
I’m no good with feelings
I’m not good with feelings
But I still want the real thing, yeah
Like
Why do I lie to myself?
Tell me why
It’s no good for my health
Like why, oh
Oh why
Kissing in your kitchen
Ask me if I feel things
Tell me, do you mean it?
I don’t know where I’m at right now
Speeding down the highway
Damn, just missed the exit
I don’t know where I’m at right now
But we could do this all night
I don’t see the point 'cause
I don’t know where I’m at right now (Uh)
I can’t let my walls down
Maybe I’m just different
But I don’t know where I’m at right now
I don’t know where I’m at right now
I don’t know where I’m at right now
I don’t know where I’m at right now
I don’t know where I’m at right now