Toxic Nostalgia

I thought we moved on
Said you were gone but you
Heard I was fine calling me to fight
This is so toxic
I’m not all good but
I got good at hiding
The pain in my eyes
I smiled to cry
This is so toxic
I don’t, I don’t want to miss you again
'Cause days when I miss you
I start to forget why I left at the end
I don’t wanna miss you again
'Cause nights when I miss you
I wish I just met you and
We were still friends
I don’t wanna miss you again
Ya, ya…
Ya, ya.
Remember the weekends
Food at the market
To pay, go to hike
Thought we could fly
Was it the chocolates
Now I just ignore you
'Cause I’ll never forget you
Stop writing you back
No it’s making you mad but