Strain

Times I’ve spent I’ve spent searching
Looking, wanting answers but so scared
So frightened it won’t be what I want
Then i realize my conscious effort to filter out the imperfection in my life
To seek the guidance for the truth and remove the time spent wasted,
the time lost
Straining to achieve
Facing reality
I’m not apart from my eternity
Recovered from afar a past of unbroken dreams only wanting for myself
So dark to what I see
Strain
Reaching toward a higher place to save me from this pain
What to gain a life of strain a race to run
Standing up to no other one but the true God