Evasion

The complexity of my senses
They betray my emotions
And as he stands near
But with hidden resign
I plunge forward unaware
Of my footing beneath me
Only to peer to the window of reason
That continues to shut me out
But my uncertain struggle remains obscured
By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence
But my uncertain struggle remains obscured
By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence
I have lost my sense of balance
Looking over this fence of separation
For his presence continues to echo
The emptiness of my soul
And my spirit that longs for a solitary glance
Of reassurance from his eyes
What will I see and what will I do?
Left without myself to forsake my depression
But my uncertain struggle remains obscured
By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence
Evasion, evasion
Silently I forsake my dejection
So reluctant to slip on the debris of my self worth
But my uncertain struggle remains obscured
By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence
Evasion, evasion
I have lost my sense of balance
Looking over this fence of separation
For his presence continues to echo
The emptiness of my soul
And my spirit that so longs for a solitary glance
Of reassurance from his eyes
What will I see and what will I do?
Left without myself to forsake my depression
But my uncertain struggle remains obscured
By his indifferent eyes
The complexity of my senses
They betray my emotions
As he stands near
But with hidden resign
I plunge forward unaware
Of my footing beneath me
Only to peer to the window of reason
That continues to shut me out
But my uncertain struggle remains obscured
By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence