Chemical Prisoner

I walk a fine line between coping and insanity
The right pills right now would be the wrong time
I have a hard time between flying and sobriety
The wrong thrill, strong will to keep myself alive
I’ve watched this rip apart my family
Fuck that, I’d rather die with honor
But when the drug is running through me, I can feel no pain
It’s not worth the price I pay
It’s so hard to be together, and I try, and I try
But it won’t get better, forever
Days go, days go by, I won’t die, I won’t die 'cause
I must, I must try forever
I missed a phone call from a friend I knew the other day
It’s strange, it changed my life forever
A couple days go by, I found out that he passed away
The right drug, wrong time, he’ll be remembered
There’s two wolves, battling inside right now
One’s good, the other one is evil
If you’re wondering which wolf inside will succeed
It’s simple, it’s the one that you feed
It’s so hard to be together, and I try, and I try
But it won’t get better, forever
Days go, days go by, I won’t die, I won’t die 'cause
I must, I must try forever
It’s so hard to be together
And it won’t get better
Days go, days go by
But I must, I must try forever
It’s so hard to be together, and I try, and I try
But it won’t get better, forever
Days go, days go by, I won’t die, I won’t die 'cause
I must, I must try forever
It’s so hard to be together, forever
It’s so hard to be together, forever
It’s so hard to be together, forever
It’s so hard to be together, forever