The Bitter End

Lost in a moment of time
Self destruction switch on
I try
But it happens the same
Everyday
Here I go standing on the edge
Holding on to the bitter end
This is it, this is me
With the weight of the whole world on my shoulders again
As I look up to the sky
All the pain that is in my eyes
Some things that you don’t see
But you best believe that it’s haunting me
Stuck inside this fucking mind
Goodbye
I will shut down
Mission abort down for the count
Stuck in a cycle, trapped in a nightmare
Losing what matters
See if I fight fair
I’m afraid, I’m afraid
This is where I can’t be
Get away, get away
I just want to be happy
I set sail on a voyage unknown
Aboard a vessel that I call my soul
And I’ve been searching for what makes me whole
Sinking in the ocean on an empty boat
Take me home
I’m lost, lost, lost alone
That it’s haunting me