Missed Calls

Sick of feeling lost in myself
Wonder if I end it all will it help
Homies ain’t picking up calls on the cell
Wonder if they knew I was calling for help
Man I was calling for help
Stuck in this box and its hard to get out
Pain on my mind it’s a matter time before
Im grabbing a nine and I aim at myself
Blow… I wonder if they heard when the shots rang
I wonder if they knew I was not playing
Mama in tears when the cops came
I was too young
But I was in church when I lost weight
Man where was all the people when I got saved
Fuck it living on this earth wasn’t my thang
I be like… wow
Really got it done what a mess
But at least now mama ain’t gotta stress
And my girl can finally move on to the next
Or back to the ex
Friends act like it ain’t nothing
And they can never say that I didn’t say nothing
Just someone to talk to was all I ever wanted
My last thought breathing
I wish I’d never done it
Damn
I said I wish I’d never done it
Just someone to talk to was all I ever wanted
My last thought breathing, I wish I’d never done it
(Never done it. Fuck)
I said I wish I never done it
Just someone to talk to was all I ever wanted
My last thought breathing, I wish I’d never done it
I was like homie I was right here
Thought I made it quite clear, what a nightmare
Give a fuck if we ain’t spoken in five years
Told you way back then that I gotchu
See the devil tryna box you in the corner
He treed to and I do
Admit I had a part to and now the fam saying, «Ofa Atu»
Farewells and goodbye too
Wishing the pain didn’t hurt
Pissed that it came to the worst
Lifting his name in the church
Though we both came from the dirt
I wish it was a dream that I’ll wake from
I pray it’ll work
How the fuck is you laying in a hearse
With your picture and name on a shirt
Listed A angel at first
Now I gotta stay on the verge
But it ain’t gonna work
Cause I’m angered and hurt
Shoulda saw that you wasn’t good
Shoulda called back when I could
Shoulda checked up when I said I was gonna come through
You was in the bad neck in of the woods
Now im in the back end of the cemetery
Wit the woman that I’m finna marry
Tryna explain why I wasn’t vacant when you was taken Your own life man I’m
breaking
It’s aching like shit
I said I wish I’d never done it
Just someone to talk to was all I ever wanted
My last thought breathing, I wish I’d never done it
(Never done it. Fuck)
I said I wish I never done it
Just someone to talk to was all I ever wanted
My last thought breathing, I wish I’d never done it
I said I wish I’d never done it
Just someone to talk to was all I ever wanted
My last thought breathing, I wish I’d never done it
(Fuck)