Straight Face

The moon climbs pulling at this city
A manufactured pretense with me
So where the fuck does this all end
Another rise and fall begins
You think you’ve got this figured out
Until it wins again
Silently suffocate
Underneath my skin
I’m giving up my front today
So I can try to breathe
I can’t make it all work
Or force it underneath
I can’t let go, remove myself from this
Take everything you want, everything I miss
A face I built from scratch, to buy some time
Just looking for a pass, relieved of my crimes
You think you’v got this figured out
Until it wins again
Silently suffocate
Undrneath my skin
I’m giving up this front today
So I can try to breathe
I can’t make it all work
Or force it underneath
Run away far from everyone but it finds you
It always finds me
Each time I tell myself that this is the last time
This won’t ever fulfill
A fight you were born to lose
Underneath the falling moon
Keep a straight face
Internalized rampage
Keep a straight face
Internalize another day
So where is this supposed to end
Protect myself when I pretend
I fell into this maybe I can can climb
It feels like I am slowly running out of time