NIHILIST GUNDAM

All my friends are getting concerned
That I will never ever learn
I need to break these patterns
Of self-destructive behavior
Behavior
Behav-
Io-o-or
Cynicism’s
A mechanism
Why am I acting like a
Nihilist Gundam?
Maybe it’s time
To let someone in
All my friends are getting concerned
That I will never ever learn
I need to break these patterns
Of self-dstructive behavior
Behavior
Bhav-
Io-o-or
Feeling so guilty
Why won’t you forgive me?
If you’re not gonna change then
Why would you say, «Sorry»?
I got lots of problems
I put off too often
Don’t wait 'til rock bottom
'Til you try to solve them
Making excuses
For when I am useless
Drinking Grey Gooses
And covered in bruises
Why am I such
A clueless idiot?
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
Of self destructive behavior
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to brea-brea-brea-break the-e-e-e-ese
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