Scared of Ghost

I’m always numb
I’m always stuck, like how the fuck
You come undone
A conundrum, need advice, bite my tongue
While I’m young, I’m afraid the long run
Will be rough
Will be touch
Mama I’ll be damned to know
You’re high of the antidote
Now followed by a phantom as
His hand creeps up your panty hose
This is why I’m scared of ghosts
Grew up saw you dancing for a man who looks satanic so
I’m frantically
Panicking
Insanity all in my family
Never taught me to prepare for things
They said it’s all just heredity
I think it’s nonsense
They all just want me, to give my life away
I’m thinking positive
Negative forces, draining my energy
Need time away in different places
Get me away from here, ya
Regular basis, every day shit
Another hemisphere, ya
And I can typically, just ignore it
But I want anything for me and my shorty
She has empathy for what’s important
And I’ve been listening to her, lil gorgeous
Thoughts and symphaty, I don’t deserve it
I don’t deserve it, nah
I don’t deserve it
I’m always numb, I’m always stuck
Like how the fuck, you come undone
A conundrum, need advice
Bite my tongue
While I’m young, I’m afraid, the long run
Will be rough, will be tough
Will be rough, will be tough