A Light Goes Out

To die by your side
Such a heavenly way to die
I know that it’s never gonna be that way
I know that you’re never gonna leave that place
Conversation dies
I realized you were homesick
A quarter to five
Window side
Where the road ends
What would I do if I didn’t do drugs
And if this stuff isn’t true
It’s just chemical love
A fuckin minimal rush
Is such a pivotal crutch
Gimme something do
If not adrenaline rush
All this dust in the room
I’m just sniffing it up
I Put my lungs to the fumes
It’s addictive as fuck
And there’s something to you
Thas been pickin m up
But I’m in love with abuse
I hate giving it up
Holding on
For
So
Damn long
Lt’s go for a drive
In a doble Honda
Every single lie
Like a Double entendre
I know that it’s never gonna be that way
I know that you’re never gonna leave that place
Conversation dies
I realized you were homesick
A quarter to five
Window side
Where the road ends
Lately I been bothered by how bad my fuckin head’ll ache
I lie to my doctor when I said I don’t self medicate
Off a xan I levitate
Into the mezzanine
My
Eyes red but I’m dead awake
Like there’s no better thing
Like what if I fell asleep
Is that even safe to do?
Spent 2 nights on amphetamines
I think I’m finally braking thru
This shit for the better me
As if I were to make it thru
Helps me get ahead of things
Least think bout what I say to you